As much as I'd hate to do this.

I mean, really. Why am I always the one at fault. I see the problem with me, I tried to change and still am changing but sometimes I'll just fucked it up. Don't I get maybe some leeway ? Or have I over did it ? I'm sorry that I'm that damn emotionless and probably insensitive to anything so, just smack it right on my face and tell me straight. Otherwise, bear with it like I always do. I guess it's true that once you do something wrong, they'll always pick at that and you're pretty fucking dead cause to revive from that shit is almost impossible, I believe.

Aiyah fuck, you probably won't even understand.
Let it be, call me whatever you want to, if you think you are that damn good.

I had to spoil it. Forgive me.