I've done something incredible today and I'm so not proud of myself. I could have done better. Yeah right, don't think so far, you can never ever reach the sky. Don't ever believe that "the sky is the limit". Fucking bullshit.

Patience is a virtue.
Right, I'm trying to keep that in mind.
But wasting time is not. It has always been at the back of my mind.

NA BEI. I'M TRYING TO HOLD MY PISS.