Been hanging out by the pool quite often and I really like it, quiet peaceful and alone with some sweets. That's when I really put my mind into serious thinking and reflect on myself and things around me. Apparently, I didn't stone a lot today haha that's great. Geri I've decided that yours is a pond, mine is a swimming pool. hahahhaha seriously I realised it's too small to be a swimming pool hahahha love you.

I'm inspired to become a better person. Obviously there is something wrong with me. Probably my melodrama but I can't see past it when the same damn thing can happen consecutively for three times. There is no consolation to be sought and nothing seems to equate to how much effort I tried to put in. The change will come gradually okay, I hope.

Damn shiok, damn shiok. As much as I wanted the fifth one, I decided not to, not because of anything else but to RATION. hahahaha not that sensible after all.

Okay I need to entertain collin with our plans to strangle those damn school kids. sweet.