970's ride was so long, I thought I took the wrong bus home. Like how I always do.

During the ride, I felt so fucking pathetic cause I was feeling so sick, tired, ugly and emo. All depressing thoughts came crashing onto me at one go and yeah it shot through my pathetic soul so bad so bad I can't even think of a consolation to calm my mind and like a loner as always, I'd love to just curl up in a fetal position by the pool and feel sad for myself. So please don't ever be alone when you're feeling sick and sad. Well basically it just sucks because you will start thinking a lot, of negative stuff.

polo, you, friends, school, family.

It would be great if you go on a 1 day bangkok trip, like what I did yesterday haha ! It would really really make you feel so so so much better.

stalls by the streets selling cheap cheap glasses.

shopping centres selling cheap ties and undies, with hardcore sexy looking model

The always super sunny country T.

So after shopping, we caught Blood Diamond, and it was an NC-16 show. Erm it just came out in thailand though it was like a last year's movie in Singapore hahah. Right, so while presenting our tickets, the guy was asking me for my age. I totally lost form. Shit, and it was an NC-16, not M18. It was like how I got a child's ticket instead of an adult's when I went to the zoo at 17. Okay anyway, it was a great movie and D.A was a great guy. Great guys sacrifice their lives, so one day, I might try.

"Cool pretty boy", he said she said.

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why do I keep feeling sad. I'm supposed to be "100% not emocore. super confirm".