whats up.

had my haircut, it was meant to beautify myself. But i never looked good on any after-haircut hair. So, yeah

Life is not optimistic when you are revolving around the same shit 24-7. Of course, 85% of the time, things wouldn't work out like how you want it to be. The whole concept of commitment and compromise is warped, just like how a mindset is shaped and customized to various circumstances, which also causes it to warp. Basically, don't fall for any of those C word.

Every good news come with a bad news, and vice versa. its like how they always say when one door opens, the other closes. or was it the other way? Well, how cheesy. But i must say, its like you held onto this rope so high up and you are so happy. But soon, it broke. Yet there seems to have this comfy mat waiting for you to land on. So, while thinking that you will land safely onto the comfy mat, someone pulls the mat away. And you broke your neck, nose and fingers

i really can't help if i get so sadistic. It is a way to hide my feelings. i become sad when my beliefs failed me, then i get all disappointed because it was something that i actually believed in. but when i get disappointed, it can only be true due to my expectations. i expect, though not a lot, but enough to remind myself that a person can have expectations.

i only have enough for one bird when i really should be buying five.

four candle lights burning so bright

under the moonlight at night