wrongdoings become condemned as unredeemable and any amount of genuine compensation will be doubted. So, how do I amend for my mistakes? My mind's in a whirlpool of irony and contradiction. this is how Life crushes you when you're living it hard. Nothing goes right. yeah, tell me about the brighter side -on a bleak hilltop, so unwelcoming.

Been thinking a lot. self reflected. but at the end of the day, i'll just fuck it. When will i actually do something about all those wrongdoings. Sometimes, it really makes me feel like as though i'm a very terrible person. i dont know man

i'll just need some time to pick myself up.

climb a mountain top all alone

relying, depending on no one