alright, i know what to get for mom. she'll probably think i'm spending too much on it. but presents are made for the pleasure of the one who gives them, not for the merits of those who receive them. hehh i can't wait for her to unwrap the package in the dim light of dawn and gaze at it by the light of the balcony, then not saying anything cause she will be lost for words, dumbfounded. And beside her, you see this shadow of me smirking. hahhahaha

okay apart from that. haven't been doing well in school. i'm always a very tired student, spending hours in lecture trying very hard to understand the process of dna translation etc and i'll just keep dozing off. School is so boring, really. but again, without school, i wouldnt know what to do. so again, what is wrong with this thing called Life. you must be wondering too. gahh

well, something is taking its toll on me already. its time to do something about it. its gonna be hard to explain this, but what i once had at my highest peak is now crumbling down into pieces, again.

you are the wisest man i ever knew

don't let me fall