Caught up with collin today. Supposed to look for mom's gift but, yeah you got it. haha first we ate and ran away not paying that 30 over bucks (GOD i cant believe we did that again). Then we went chilling out, spent time talking and it all got so emo. mann those conversations pertaining to relationships are cushioning a lot of my queries, and enlightening at the same time.

For no reason why, it got me thinking about _____ again. Well, a lot of promises didn't happen and failed miserably to take place. We wound up in permanent goodbyes. the blame is not to be wholely shifted to either one, because we've inflicted too many blunders to reverse anything back to wherever it was. Nevertheless, you made me realise how much you really cared about me and i guess what happened was all that i deserve. no other dedications could amplify what i really feel, only because i love you so dearly. the way we squabble, bicker, fling tantrums, make up, churn amendments, misunderstand, are thoughtful towards each other and provide sweet-nothings; i have never been there before, but i lost the perfection that i've found.

Indeed, my heart's aching and tears stained my eyes with numbness and lingering hurt then. Though regret is etched in my thoughts, i wish you happiness, love, peace and so much more that i couldn't give.

was my love for you blind? Something must have gone wrong. i dont know man. Life still goes on, maybe on a new leash.
see ya'll

Without a simple goodbye

It all goes by so fast