as i watch the busy streets, they form a line of empty thoughts. watch suits and ties cruise me by. i'm struggling with this thing called life. i'm not only aimless but clueless, without a direction and not sure what the future brings. the thought of a 'future' scares me. just like how commitment's a taboo. so what's up?

i miss the feeling of sleeping in and doing nothing, wasting my damn life away. now i'm just struggling in an emotional pithole, adjusting myself into the new rhythm and coping with mind battles. its a day when work doesnt really work out for you and the people around you just don't make you feel better regardless of how much lovings they give. okay, not really. maybe

well, im everything but positve now. but i guess unlike pole attracts ! hahaha =p

okay, looking on the brighter side of life.
MoS on friday was not bad ! pretty fun. but the music there like a bit off at times. oh yeah, and the bouncer didnt even want to check my id but he checked my friend's whos 21. mann, i guess i look mature. haha and we got ourselves lots of chocolates from this stall left unlocked. i always get this kind of stuff one loh. damn funny

though busy i might be, i still got life one loh ! maybe (:
this week will be hell. im feeling tired thinking about it now. totally frayed out by the end of this week, and then another week of hell begins.

it's not the years in your life that count

it's the life in your years