I hope you will embrace yourself and really get a grip. I know it's not going to start easy to begin with but please know that I'll always be there for you to fall on as I promised then. Even though I do not know how I can help to ease your pain, as much as I would really like to take that wretchedness away, I cross my heart and pray for the return of your sanity. You'll need time. But don't take too long. I'll be standing there at the end of every possible encounter you'll tide through.

I have no idea if I should do this and really cared and look stupid, but I've done it.

I wish you happiness.